It’s no secret that neglecting wellbeing, self punishment or sacrificing what is sacred (relationships, rest and self connection) in order to live a *meaningful* or *spiritual* life is a dogmatic and dysfunctional paradigm.
No matter how strong willed, skilled and determined you are, the one thing you need in order to sustainably turn inspired ideas into reality it this:
You must learn how to deliberately shift the energy you operate from to the same vibration of what you want. And intentionally cultivate, maintain and take action from this place, sourcing it from within.
Else you’ll continue on the same sabotaging cycles, assuming ‘hard’ is normal, until you burn out, give up or settle for less than you deserve.